Monday 28 December 2015

A wanderer........OR....

The pathway looked abstruse and capable of bemusing the journeyer...The real is disguised by the misrepresentations of the perplexed mind.. And the journeyer wanders... Her own fake mindset forces her to stop but she does not stop...It is her battle against her mind to keep moving and so she marches ahead...She had been a fighter till now, but just a mere fighter..And she fought and could just do that..Her energies were not spent in "where to progress" but   were rather spent in "not stopping". And so, she succeeded to move but still failed herself because in-spite of moving all through and not stopping when the circumstances were adverse, she failed to accomplish anything..
And one day she realised that all this time when she thought of herself as a focussed journeyer, she was just being a wanderer..Her fighting spirit marred by lack of reason reduced her to a mere wanderer..an aimless entity wrapped in the personification of a big tree..but a day came when the tree fell down..a rootless tree fell down...
What could she do now? Too feeble to move and realising that she was just being an irrational fighter, she lacked the strength to get up...she was unacceptable to anyone in this world. But she did fight and in some way, could win over her mind but no one registers that.. Still, she could manage to be optimistic...She regarded her journey as worthy enough of distinguishing her from the rest of the world and so, its an accomplishment in itself. The world is too ruthless to appreciate her journey...why is it that nobody admires the journey when its unfinished? The society is too used to work with the finished products of fine quality...Anything lesser is rendered inefficient and looked down upon as unfit and being tagged as a mere wanderer..
And she realised that its her life and so, nothing else mattered. And she again gathered the strength to move,but this time, she moved with a reason...A reason known only to her and that made her a journeyer in her own eyes. The world could still think of her as a wandered and it did not matter to her anymore...And she knew that she wouldn't fall this time because she had got a reason.....A reason strong enough to make her journey worthwhile.............

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